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From: Ayanna Haynes, singingelk@hotmail.com
Date: 11 Jun 2001
Time: 08:53:11
Remote Name: 205.188.195.54
Hello all, My name is Ayanna, I live here in NYC and finally today came to this website and was very happy to see that there is a discussion group. I was part of a group that worked with Marko and Ana in October here in the city and I have had some strange things going on since then, which is basically since the end of October/beginning of November. I was just reading Marko's latest update on the Earth Changes, and the last thing he wrote was that as of November he too had "lost the thread"...that some kind of major shift had occured. I have noticed myself (I do similar work to his here in the city) a seemingly huge shift in the concept of the consciousness' grasp on what is and is not reality...and through doing some exploration in the park, I was able to begin to discover that it was my human conditioning that was part of the 'problem'. What I discovered, was that as Marko has stated there are this "different earths" happening at once, what in the Faery tradition we would refer to as the veils between the worlds being very thin and seemingly jumping back and forth if not staying that way. What I did to deal with this was a lot of clarification work, I then was able to realize that it had to do with the human consciousness and it's extreme issues with flexibility. That attachment, conditionings...even "positive" conditionings, are *still* conditionings and therefore can be a hindirance if we hold onto them and therefore not greet/meet each new moment unattached and free. What I discovered was also that I had experiences of feeling 'spacey' at one point in the park, 'ungrounded' if you will. I eventually came to realize that it was my past conditioning that was defining this experiences as being'spacey and ungrounded' and therefore 'wrong' and in need of fixing. I was able to let go enough to realize that infact what was occuring was I was in a way that I had not been conscious of before, directly in the very strong fields of what the trees and specific nature aress as a whole were 'emitting'..really just being. In any case, I could go on and on, I just wanted to touch briefly on the entrance points of this subject and to inquire of the experiences of others since this past end of October/beginning of November. thanks for listening, Ilook forward to hearing any responses.
In Beauty, Ayanna